Hi everybunny and welcome back to my blog! and yeah I'm still here! sooo there are a few news I wanna talk to you about! first of all, this year I was diagnosed with the Asperger syndrome  I got a light form of this but that explains many things actually  I had many tests and they were all positive! that's why I was so sensible to loud sounds or lights! Or I focus so much on something that I don't even care about the rest around me  I use to obsess with things and change my obsession really quickly and want to have everything of it like: I am obsessed with Star Wars and I have to get all the Star wars merch or Harry Potter merch! (hehe yes it's me)   I am also very imaginative and always hide in the fantasy world in my head to rest or feel safe, or maybe I just go into AGEDRE and enjoy little things to free my mind!  I am also very shy and don't like crowdy places or too many social interactions  I like more meeting my friends alone and in safe places like my home~  so yeah! I'm an aspie girl and finally proud to know and be myself   soooo today I wanna talk about the things that makes me feel little! I uploaded on my pc saome of the latest picture I took for my insta but yeah why not talk more about them?  I hope my followers will read and interact with this cause I wish Blog were more considerated 

Sooo first of all I love Baby Bath time! I love to fill my bathub with warm water and a lovely bath bomb! I love to watch my water change color and play with toys in it!  I love choosing my pajama and wear it aaal perfumed at first I was against Johnson's propducts but now they changed many ingredients to make them more safe and reduce testings (hoping they will totally end this)  but the smell is so so good, my favourite one is cottontouch! I have both bath gel and body lotion! they smell so so good and makes me feel so small and helps me so so much going out of a sensory meltdown 


this is my monster high mermaid! Posea Reef! her fighes on her tail lights up in the dark! I also have Siren von boo! I love her face so much!

This is the Ariel that my friends got me for my birthday! I love her so much! she light up and sings under the sea!

 these are my glimmies and they lights up under water and daddy got me the ones I have! the ducks are from a shop in San Marino! in Italy! there was a special shop with only rubber ducks! My Sissy Duckie would love it! 



ok this is my bath wash 2 in 1 and face and body lotion! they smell so so good!  100% soft



Also being in spaces like my princess tent or my bunk bed makes me feel safe, surrounded by my plushes and all the happy things!  it doesn't have to be totally closed cause I am afraid of closed spaces, I always have to see an open space anyway!   I finally can use my posters and stick more! I wanna print an Alastor poster ASAP hehe  baby Deer! Btw  I use to stay here and color or watch outside cause I have a lovely tree and a terrace that I can't wait to use in summer!   I love to watch TV or play videogames on the upper bed! and finally I have so much space for my plushes!  the drawings you see are gifts from my talented best friend Tamber mizuki! look for her on instagram!


And of course I love to color books like these! these are my latest shopping here!  I got some unicorn coloring books and a frozen book that Daddy reads me before bed! I really love it and may focus on these books in another post! and yeah Look at my forky! he so cute!  I was actually out of hope cause all the merch was released and didn't get mine at Disney store but then I found him at a nearby toy store and finally I have my babyyy   he so cute! he talks and his arms,mouth and eyebrows are made with soft plastic! his eyes shakes also a lil bit!



And I also love collecting DVD cause yeah I love having my favourite movies on CD instead of digital stuff like netflix extc... also cause on the tv of my room I can't see Netflix  btw is so cool and nostalgic putting the dvd and watch! makes me feel super soft and small 


yeah! this is all for now! I hope you enjoyed my post and maybe inspired you about little tricks to make you feel small! I may add even more to the next posts like paci review and sippy cups! so yeah! STAY TUNED FOLKS!